Solitude

People had often told me that repressing and suppressing inner thoughts and emotions will kill us slowly. Whether we like it or not, we have to express what is inside our mind and ask for help sometimes. To think back, even our Muhammad ar-Rasul SAW had his sahabah alongside him, to give him help, always there for him, supporting him and giving him the support that he needs to spread Islam. So, why should we not have that kind of sahabah?

But... There are times where I think all I need is just solitude. Away from people, suppressing and repressing everything. It's not that I don't want to talk about it, but it's just that I find it easier to seek solitude and live life by following the flow. Hm.

To be honest, lately, to me, the month of Ramadhan now is really teaching me about my dependency, whether I'm dependant on people or am I dependant only to Allah. To me, the month of Ramadhan now is really teaching me about patience, about staying strong, about giving others happiness and so on. The month of Ramadhan now is really teaching me many things.

Ah... I just needed to type, so pretty much, I have no idea what's this post is all about, but I think I've made my point as to what I've been feeling all this few while... Adios.